“Better is one day in your courts
than
a thousand elsewhere;. . .”
Psalm 84:10
In Los Angeles, more than a
century ago, when a black preacher/candidate named William Seymour, son of a
slave, announced to a committee seeking a pastor for a Holiness church that he’d
become convinced speaking in tongues was the true mark the Holy Spirit’s
presence, he was at that moment dismissed from candidacy. So he went down the
street and starting preaching to a small inter-racial group that soon started
growing—and didn’t quit. Today, we call Seymour began “the Azusa Street
Revival.”
To say Pentecostalism was born on
the streets of LA is silly. Pentecost, when men walked around with little
tongues of fire on their heads, was the beginning, the promised outpouring of
the Holy Spirit. But those who know more about such things than I do claim
Seymour’s enthusiastic preaching on Azusa Street launched the meteoric rise of
Pentecostalism, a fellowship that is now a half a billion strong throughout the
world.
Pentecostalism—unlike other more
traditional forms of Christianity—isn’t so much a system of thought as it is an
experience. It’s always dangerous to be so reductionistic, but it’s fair to say
that one can’t talk about Lutheranism very long without someone lugging the
phrase “justification by faith” into the discussion. Calvinism will always be
equated with predestination, I fear.
Just as generally, Pentecostals are all about the experience of the Holy
Spirit, the manifestation of his presence, in speaking-in-tongues, in healing,
in being baptized anew in the Spirit’s life. There’s no rigid system of thought
to Pentecostalism, no doctrinal foundation. Shared spiritual experience creates the
community.
For most of her life, my mother
sort of envied Pentecostals and was often been anxious about why God almighty
didn’t bless her with the gift of tongues. She once told me how a friend of
hers, a pastor’s wife, explained that speaking in tongues was really no problem,
how if my mother would simply let her mouth fall open, the words—whatever words
there were—would simply tumble out. I’ll never forget her telling me that
story in intimate detail: her open mouth, her stuttering, her
distress—emotional and spiritual—when the gift of tongues simply didn’t arrive.
Most believers long for spiritual
experience—me too. I don’t envy the gift of tongues, but we all desire the
selflessness at the heart of ecstatic vision. I feel that very desire in the
psalmist’s words: “Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere.”
Every believer wants to be near unto God.
Regardless of my energy on Sunday mornings,
the passion (or lack thereof) of my anticipation for worship, I recognize the
thrill that resides in the utterance in this verse from Psalm 84, the writer’s memory
of intimacy with God, and how that moment relieved him of the heavy baggage of
this life as he was lifted up by the Holy Spirit into the very presence of the
Lord.
The heart of this verse—and
probably the whole psalm—is rich and abiding religious experience. One comes closest to God only the vivid
experience of his presence, by losing oneself in the all-consuming comfort of divine
grace.
It’s all any of us know of heaven,
I’d say. All we need to, I suppose; and in this vale of tears, all we’ll
ever get.
People experience faith in a
thousand different ways. It’s patently silly to assign a specific behavior or time
or place.
I’m told LA has at least a hundred
different ethnic restaurants. That sounds great. But I don’t think I’d find the
comfort of grace on Azusa Street.
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