“Praise
the LORD, O my soul. O LORD my God,
you are very great; you are clothed with
splendor and majesty.”
Psalm 104:1
We
stumbled through Chicago, via its interstate system. We thought to avoid rush
hour traffic by coming through the city mid-morning—and on a weekend. No matter. Those of us not accustomed to spending
wholesome chunks of our day in traffic find unending traffic snarls infuriating.
All the way through—from the Indiana border to the Wisconsin state line—we were
locked in.
Just a
stone’s throw off those angry highways, people were laughing and singing,
watching soccer games and eating fresh, crisp salads. I know that. Dogs were
chasing frisbees, and park pools were teeming with happy kids. But on the road,
those highways were anything but super. The rush—which wasn’t--actually made me
want to sing “Home on the Range,” top of my voice, in shameful
self-righteousness.
If Psalm
104 didn’t include so much about the sea, I’d like to think of it as a tune
belonging to a cowboy because in its range and vision this panorama of a psalm
suggests a writer sitting beneath a big sky, the kind one can’t see from
bottle-necked traffic, nor from city life itself (or so it seems to this
country boy). Which is not to say that all many farmers hum Psalm 104 in their
air-conditioned cabs while they pull half-million dollar combines.
But I can
visualize the splendor and majesty of the God of verse one best in nature. I
suppose I could find him on a busy city street too, in the sheer breathlessness
of immense human activity. But, like the Psalmist, I prefer a broad and open
world. Give me a partly cloudy dawn from a chunk of highland prairie, and I’ll
point out a landscape that defines his splendor and glory.
But not
long ago I heard a Lakota healer talk about addiction, particularly alcoholism.
He said that the indigenous way of dealing with significant problems was,
basically, to honor them, because anything that carries the wallop of alcohol
should not be hidden away but given a spiritual existence by acknowledging it,
honoring it, even making it a relative. In the words of the healer, “you ask it
to be your teacher.” When he himself did that, he said, alcohol became, in his
view, the greatest teacher he ever had.
At that
point in his description, it seemed clear that this man’s Lakota ways had
morphed into verifiable human truth, his culture had become all cultures. The
Chinese character for crisis, I’m
told, contains both danger and opportunity. If our curses can become blessings, then it’s
completely understandable how the horrors of alcoholism could become, for him
and for all of us, deep and abiding inspiration.
It seems
clear to me that the person who is not sorry for the things he or she has done
wrong will never understand forgiveness—and thus, more significantly, grace. But
this morning, listening to that Lakota healer talk about his alcoholism, I was
given a different kind of vision of God’s glory and radiance, his splendor and
majesty, for in him alone can we find dancing even within our mourning—and that’s majestic. He uses our sin, the very
worst of what we are, to teach us his grace.
In his
splendor, even those loathful traffic jams can morph into emerald landscapes
and unending azure skies.
As the
Psalmist says in the opening line of this memorable psalm of praise, you are,
Lord, very, very great.
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