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| Professor Hemkes and his juffrow at left and Rev. Schaap and Gertrude Hemkes Schaap, at right. |
Stuff in the Basement
Morning Thanks
Monday, October 12, 2026
What went on in Great-grandpa's mind
Sunday, October 11, 2026
Sunday Morning Meds from Psalm 32
I read an interview some time ago with Susan Cheever, a novelist and non-fiction writer, who is—perhaps to her own dismay—likely better known as the daughter of the now deceased John Cheever, a highly celebrated short story writer. For several reasons, that interview won’t leave me alone, and one of them is her claim that, to her as a child, her father’s short stories horrified her.
She remembers a time when her father used a ski trip she had taken as a base for a story about a little girl who dies on exactly that kind of outing. “In my family,” for her and her family, Susan Cheever says, “being fictionalized has been ten million times more painful” than finding themselves in portrayed in non-fiction, a memoir.
That line in that interview nearly decked me because it had never dawned on me that my family might experience a similar horror, victims, in a way, of their father’s imaginative “use” of their lives. I’d never, ever considered the grotesque puzzle I might have left with any of them, finding semblances of themselves and each other twisted and turned into something at once bitterly unrecognizable and sweetly familiar. I can’t speak for John Cheever, but I honestly never had a clue—I really didn’t.
Haunting questions arise unbidden. Was my own playful creativity the occasion for their pain? Was my joy their misery? Should I have spent so much of my adult life trying to write stories? Was the way I’ve lived my life dead wrong?
And I ask myself this: if I had read what Susan Cheever says when I was thirty, would I have dedicated so much of my time and enthusiasm to writing?
Perhaps it is a mark of the deep stain of sin itself, but now, looking back, I honestly can’t imagine myself not writing. For better or for worse, I guess, sitting here at this desk has become, for me, a “habit of being,” as Flannery O’Connor said. Sometimes, as the Bible says, our best deeds are as filthy rags.
I feel myself in David’s own shoes here in verse six: “Therefore, let everyone who is godly pray to you. . .” His impulse to tell the story is, I believe, the impulse of most writers—and, for that matter, most humans. We want and need to tell the stories we find most meaningful, to share our joy or sadness. We want everyone to hear. Not all of us are evangelists, but we all have a gospel. We all want to testify.
Psalm 32 is a roadmap for those who need to find a path to forgiveness. Psalm 32 shows us the way. Psalm 32 leads us to divine and tranquilwaters. But the story David tells has never saved a soul, and neither will a million sermons on this text, or, for that matter, this mediation. Only God’s grace—through his son’s gigantic sacrifice—can do that.
I wonder if David knew that he was writing “the Bible.” I wonder if he understood as he strung these words out in front of him that he was being directed by the Holy Spirit’s favor. I wonder if he ever considered his words were not his, but God’s.
Somehow, I doubt it. And because I do, I find a refuge in his inability to keep silence. He’s got to speak, to sing. With the joy of forgiveness bubbling up inside, he can’t stanch the music from his soul. He’s got to yap, to tell.
Even his joy, his testimony, his story requires forgiveness. Everything he is—even his ecstasy—stands in need of grace.
May God almighty forgive me, and him, and all of us, as He promises, as He does, and as He will.
Thursday, October 08, 2026
And, another
Jean Racine, (baptized Dec. 22, 1639, La Ferté-Milon, France—died April 21, 1699, Paris), French playwright. Orphaned at an early age, he was educated in a Jansenist convent, and he chose drama in defiance of his upbringing. His first play was produced by Molière in 1664. Their friendship ended when Racine took his next play, Alexander the Great (1665), to a competing theatre and seduced Molière’s mistress and leading actress, Thérèse du Parc. She starred in Racine’s successful Andromaque (1667), which explored his theme of the tragic folly of passionate love. His only comedy, The Litigants (1668), was followed by his great tragedies Britannicus (1669), Bérénice (1670), and Bajazet (1672). After writing his masterpiece, Phèdre (1677), a tragedy drawn from Greek mythology, he retired to become official historian to Louis XIV. His final plays, Esther (1689) and Athalie (1691), were commissioned by the king’s wife, Mme. de Maintenon.
While Moliere plays a role in Racine's early success as a playwright, the story goes that their relationship died an almost violent death when Racine hustled and won the affections of Moliere's leading lady. There was nothing monk-ish about the life of a theater groupie, writer or actor, in Paris in the era of Moliere and Racine, whether or not the subject matter was "the tragic folly of passionate love." Needless to say, there was little that seemed "calvinistic."
What I'm saying is that I was blown over to find these books among what remains of Professor Hemkes's library, almost like finding a stack of Playboys beneath last months old newspapers.
But, the fact is, I know no more about my great-grandfather than I do of either of these Parisian theatrical hot shots. I know he preached in a church in Friesland, MI, when first he emigrated, and I know he was the second professor named to a position in the institution that would become Calvin University.
Maybe it's time I look.
Wednesday, October 07, 2026
Moliere, by way of Prof. Hemkes
The most readable formation of letters of the alphabet on this photograph is the name of the writer featured in both volumes--vols 1 and 2 of the plays of Moliere, an old French playwright (17th century). Here's the way one source describes him:
Molière was born Jean-Baptiste Poquelin in 1622, the son of a prosperous upholstery tradesmen. Educated by Parisian Jesuits, the young Jean-Baptiste had a promising inheritance awaiting him in his father’s trade; instead, however, he turned to acting, adopted the stage name of Molière, and aimed to become a great tragic actor. His first theatrical enterprise in Paris did not go well, and Molière spent the next thirteen years touring the provinces of France. During this time he began writing short comic farces, inspired by fashionable French verse comedy as well as the improvisational Italian commedia dell’arte. These comic trifles were the building blocks of The Misanthrope, Tartuffe, and the five-act verse comedies that would later prove to be some of the most enduring works of French drama.
Both volumes, 1 and 2, are respectfully encased in plastic, which helps explain their longevity, having been published, according to the title pages, in 1858, 200 years after many of the dramas inside were performed, and just about 200 years ago. Let me be perfectly candid here--these two books, drawn from my own library (they escaped the flood!) are of no use whatsoever to me--they're in Moliere's own French, which I can't hope to read.
These two books are mine only because the name written on the title page belongs to my grandfather's father-in-law (subsequently my great-grandfather-in-law) Geert Hemkes.
When I first discovered his name in these books, I was shocked because that he owned the works of a French playwright and actor seemed preposterous. I mean, it seemed a scandal. Did the administration of the college know that he had books like Moliere's plays in his library? what about the school's constituents? After all, not all that long before, Moliere wrote scripts that satirized the church's social positioning and its fairly obvious hypocrisy. He was no friend of the church.
My great-grandpa was. I simply assumed that Grandpa Geert fit the stereotype--if he was strict and principled, so was everyone else in the Dutch Reformed world back then.
I loved finding Moliere's dramatic works in whatever fragment of his library ended up in our house, honestly loved it. It made me think that what I had assumed through the years could have been dead wrong. Maybe the old professor was, gasp!, something of a liberal.
But there's more to this story.
Monday, October 05, 2026
Sunday, October 04, 2026
“. . .and you forgave the guilt of my sin.”
No virtuous act is quite as virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe
as from our own; therefore, we are saved by the final form of love, which is
forgiveness.
Reinhold Neibuhr
Perhaps the Scarlet Letter is the American classic it is because its central
characters—seemingly fallen Hester and her partner in crime, the seemingly
self-righteous Arthur Dimmesdale—are so, well, seemingly complex. Invariably, it seems, first-time readers in my
college classrooms, early on, come to love Hester as much as they hate her guilt-wracked
lover, a spineless phony. But I’m not
sure
I side with those who claim that
the trajectories of those two characters, in the novel, appear to move in totally
opposite directions. Hester is clearly central
in the early chapters; Hawthorne seems to have fallen in love with her himself,
in part because she gains so much heroic strength by accepting her red badge of
shame.
The Rev. Mr. Dimmesdale, on the
other hand, is a sham, a man who receives the accolades of the community in
spite of his secret sin, a man who, by refusing what Hester openly accepts,
loses our sympathy as quickly and surely as she gains it.
But slowly on,
The climactic scene, when he
finally and torturously bears his sin to the community and dies, forgiven,
rarely engages my students, despite the fact that they are almost all believers
themselves. It’s too little, too
late—even though good Christian readers probably should see the eternity of
what just occurred: his sin, like
David’s, has been forgiven.
I’m really not sure Hawthorne
could have done better. It seems to me that while stories—the ones we read or
the ones we hear—can map out what it is that happens in forgiveness, those
stories cannot give us the experience. No one’s testimony of forgiveness—David’s
or Dimmesdale’s or your neighbor’s or mine, can do that. By way of what some
call “felt life,” stories bring us as close as anything can to verifiable experience. But there is, finally, an experiential—an
existential—character to forgiveness and faith itself that is beyond my words
or
We can talk and we can share and
we can testify. We can read the Scarlet
Letter or Crime and Punishment or
the 32nd Psalm. We can hear the story time and time again. We can know how forgiveness operates; we can
theorize and theologize. But, finally we know forgiveness in our hearts and
souls only when we, like King David, know it’s been done to us, within us.
You have to have been there to know. In that sense, the 32nd Psalm is
our song, even if I can’t explain it or even describe it, as no one can.
Friday, October 02, 2026
Hymn from the Mud
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| LDS Grand Encampment--Council Bluffs, IA |
Lest you wonder, no, I'm not LDS, nor have I ever been, despite the protestations of some of my high school students a half-century ago who would have liked to get me in. But I am something of a fan, at least some aspects of the Mormon story. (Mountain Meadows Massacre, not so.)
Yesterday, I was told, was the birthday of William Clayton, who essentially invented the modern odometer on the long Mormon trek from Illinois to Utah. He did so by actually numbering the revolutions the old wagon took in one mile, then created a gadget to count the miles, thereby making life easier on him.
It's a sweet story, but William Clayton deserves to be remembered for more than numbering his miles, as if they were days. He also wrote one of the most beloved hymns in the LDS repertoire, "Come, Come Ye Saints." Some years ago, I wrote that story. You can hear it if you click on the url below.
But in case you would rather read it, here it is. Honestly, it's one my favorites.
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Let’s get the objectionable stuff out on the table, okay? William Clayton had nine wives. Not nine lives, like the Tom catting around out back, but nine wives. William Clayton was a Mormon, baptized in his native Great Britain, a man of some rank among the saints, a man who worked alongside none other than Joseph Smith the Prophet.
Some folks like to say that it was Brigham Young who pressed William Clayton’s poetic talents into service, proposing that Clayton, a man well-versed in verse, pen a new hymn the pilgrims on their long, hard trek to the Great Salt Lake could sing in renewed dedication to their arduous task. Some folks like to say that, but fact-checking Mormon historians say it’s likely not true.
What’s more likely is that William Clayton got the news one night right here in Iowa, that back in Illinois, his wife—that would be his fourth wife, history tells us—had given birth back to a healthy, bouncing baby boy. Eventually, he would father—hold on to your chair—43.
He didn’t take nine wives because he was any more randy than any other mid-19th saints—Mormons called themselves saints so I’m not being sarcastic; he took nine wives because he listened to the Prophet, who, back then, okayed polygamy and practiced it heartily himself. Clayton was a “recorder,” a church administrator, who lived by every word the prophet ordered.
That’s the objectionable stuff. If, like me, you’re not Mormon, try, as I will, to put it behind you.
Imagine, for a moment, what Omaha, a pioneer village in 1846, must have thought when, as if overnight, a suburb of 800 frame homes went up, an incredible project large enough to house 2500 Mormon pilgrims. There’s nothing there to mark the spot anymore, but a temple and a museum still grace the western hills above the Missouri River, where you can hear the incredible story and pick up a Book of the Mormon at the same time—no charge.
Seriously, this Winter Camp was not to be believed.
But William Clayton sits at the heart of things here, the church Recorder. The Iowa spring in 1846 was anything but—cloudy, rainy, cold, constant wintry mix falling all around as a couple thousand pilgrims, en masse, moved across those rolling prairie hills on their way to the Missour. Mud like you wouldn’t believe. Wagons slipped and slid when they weren’t stuck fast. Handcarts turned the men and women lugging them into beasts of burden for six or seven miles a day at best. Spring blizzards swept discouragement into the entire woebegone enterprise. It’s impossible to imagine the hardship.
Brigham Young had cause to ask Clayton to put his pen to work. The saints were suffering, dying, and Utah was an unimaginable half continent away. Clayton himself was ill with discouragement: "I have been sick again all day especially towards night,” the recorder scribbled in his diary. “I was so distressed with pain it seemed as though I could not live."
But then, this:
This morning Ellen Kimball came to me and wishes me much joy. She said Diantha has a son. I told her I was afraid it was not so, but she said Brother Pond had received a letter. . .he read that she had a fine fat boy on the 30th,. . . but she was very sick with ague and mumps. Truly I feel to rejoice at this intelligence but feel sorry to hear of her sickness. . . .
And then this: “This morning I composed a new song—'All is well.' I feel to thank my heavenly father for my boy and pray that he will spare and preserve his life and that of his mother and so order it so that we may soon meet again.”
Look, I’m not nominating William Clayton to dethrone Meredith Wilson as the Hawkeye Music Man. But anyone who’s ever listened to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir go through “Come, Come Ye Saints,” in all its regal glory can’t help but believe that what William Clayton created—“recorded”—his boots thick with sticky Iowa mud, can’t help but believe that hymn a miracle and a triumph.
And it was penned in dismal weather and profound discouragement, not all that far from here. Not all that far at all.
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Here's the url, if you'd rather listen:
https://www.kwit.org/featured-programs/2017-07-26/anthem-from-the-mud
And should you wish to hear this hymn from the mud, here's the Mormon Tabernacle Choir's "illustrated" version. It's really something.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ia3gYSvG8M








