“May your deeds be shown
to your servants,
your splendor to their children.”
Psalm 90:16
Great-Grandpa
Hemkes must have been the quintessential absent-minded professor. Once, before
he came to America, he was so preoccupied with his theological meanderings that
he nearly skated beyond the canals and straight out into the unfrozen North Sea, had to
be restrained by fellow skaters concerned for his safety. His obituary suggests that, as a professor of theology, he was legendarily
slack; but people considered him a grand storyteller. He lived to be 82, died
of the diabetes he fought most of his life.
Strangely
enough, I find all of that relevant.
His
daughter, my Grandma Schaap, was an angel—and that reference of her character comes from her
daughter-in-law. One characteristic of my father’s family is an almost unmanly
sweetness, even in the men, who seem to have arrived a bit short on testosterone. Such gentleness
might have come from her, Grandma Schaap, who was never particularly healthy. But then she had ten kids--small wonder.
Great-Grandpa
Schaap (that's him and his wife Neeltje up top) tried to farm like millions of other European immigrants in of his era,
even though back home in the Netherlands he’d sailed the high seas. But, there
was free land in South Dakota ,
where he lasted just two years and, from then on, determined he wasn't fit to master the plow. He'd left Holland because the North Sea island
where he lived didn’t have a church that quite met his standards.
My
ancestors on both sides of my family were very religious folk, which (when one
considers the letters coming out of this computer right now) is a fact
worth noting. I hail from a distinguished ancestral legacy of bedrock Christian
belief in the Calvinist tradition. And here I am, meditating on the Psalm 90.
Still, I’m
sure some of those folks would wince when they’d read these pages. They carried
convictions I don’t have, set stiff boundaries on Sabbath behavior, and likely
would have considered moving-picture shows the lusty work of Satan. They never
danced, and if they played cards at all, it was likely Rook. They meted out their
love for the Lord almost militarily, created cloistered communities with quite unsparing codes of righteousness.
I am
their child in many, many ways. I have no doubt at all that part of the reason
I’m writing these words is attributable to them. They are the source of the spiritual predilection
in me—biological and/or behavioral. They are my heritage.
But I am
not my father, just as my son is not his. There's not a clone in your lineage or mine.
Still, my son has it too, my own son—this predilection to believe. He has, just as I
have, a goodly heritage, sometimes more than little uptight. And I want him to
know that family history and own that heritage, to confess his faith in Jesus
Christ. I want him to believe, as they, I’m sure, wanted me to, even if they’d
immigrated to glory long before I was born—or him.
I know
the impulse of this line from Psalm 90: “May your deeds be shown to your
servants, your splendor to their children.” Every Christian does and has. We
want those we love to know the Lord. It’s just that simple.
1 comment:
The Legion hall is Lismore MN is named after Marian Schaap. One Sunday nite after church in Leota his parents invited mine for coffee. Henry took the time to inform my pre-teen sister and me that the picture of a smiling young man in a sailor uniform was his son that had gone down with the ship. Years later I learn that Marian's Dad had spared my sister the truth about what happened to the boys on the Indianapolis. Pipestone county American Legion published a book that listed what was known about its Gold Star sons. I think Henry's kindness had planted the seed in my mind get to the bottom of what the war was about. I heard Steve Speilburg found a use for those boys in one of his movie.
I do not want to distract from one of our wonderful neighbors, so I will keep the safety on my flawed flame thrower today concerning my conlusions about what the war is for.
thanks,
Jerry
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