Just one more thought.
In those years we lived here—1980-82—I wanted
my kids to see my dad on his knees, trowel in hand, wanted them to sense
something of the oddly-hallowed ground where their own unknown
great-grandparents had been laid decades ago.
That’s why I took them along to Hartman cemetery. The experience didn’t charge
them with respect, not in the least.
From the edge of the hill where the
cemetery stands, you can still see the belt of lake water run straight as a
ruler all along the horizon to the east.
Freshly-tilled farmland patched meadows stretching into the woods that
underline the seam of lake and sky.
The cemetery grass that day was freshly
cut, the stones shiny in the soft yellow dusk of an early spring morning, and
the whole place seemed to them little more than a playground they'd never
spotted before, a schoolground obstacle course--at least a couple hundred
different solid shapes in straight rows, perfect for climbing, even riding
along like stone ponies.
But when they started in on leap-frog, I
finally collared them. I tried to
explain how such merry-making simply wasn't in good taste in a cemetery, but
they didn't really understand, but they could just as well have been listening
to a stone monument. So I settled
them down—or tried to. “No more of that,” I said, and they looked up at me
bewildered.
"Sometimes
you get to wonder where all the faithful people have gone--men like Johnny Luteyn,"
my dad once told me, years ago, as if it were
an editorial. He was feeling
his age. "People like John Luteyn were powerful saints."
But I
also remember what I was thinking in the middle of my father’s very serious
lament. He knew this old man Luteyn in ways that I didn’t. To me, John Luteyn
was simply an white-haired gent who sat in the same church bench every Sunday,
maybe the last man in the church who could sing the Psalms in the Dutch
language.
To my
father, it may have seemed there were no more John Luteyns. To me, a whole
generation behind, there still were. In fact, my dad is to me what John Luteyn
was to him, and so were others in Oostburg CRC—men and women of real faith. To some of you, maybe Norm Mentink.
All of
which makes me think that perhaps I was wrong in chewing out my kids all those
years ago in the Hartman cemetery for their graveyard game of leap-frog. It may
not have been in good taste, what they did—but in spirit, it was just fine and
to the point.
I hope
and pray that my own children and grandchildren know the comfort and strength
of the faith their grandparents knew. That's at
least part of the reason I brought them along to the graves of their
great-grandparents.
It's not a game really, but it is a kind of
leap-frog we all play. Those people we respect for their devotion,
their industry, their strength of character--for their faith--are themselves
monuments who stand in our minds as stone-strong testimonies of belief and
blessed assurance.
But those men and women are there to leap
too, because once they are gone we do not stand still and lament forever the
fact that they we’ve been left behind.
We don't stand in the shadow of a tree that's
been felled. Following the
straight-and-narrow for 150 years of history doesn’t mean never turning
corners. Life goes on. Only God Almighty is the great I AM.
The rest of us may well stand in Hartman
Cemetery or Oostburg’s, south of town. We may stand there or here in
celebration of 150 years of faith, but it's always time to move. It's September,
and yet another church year has already begun, a whole new round of Bible studies and catechism, and huis bezoek.
Like it or not, we must all jump up and
over what’s come before us just like the kids, push ourselves up on the
strength of those cemetery monuments and then vault over and even beyond in the firm conviction that the
Creator of Heaven and Earth was, is, and forever shall be here beside us on the
land and in the woods of this beautiful lakeshore.
The good news of
the gospel is forever the same. It’s an old, old story, and it goes like this:
He loves us.
That’s it, isn’t it? Jesus loves me, this I know.