This morning, Woot's got a sale on baseball gloves, not just any gloves--Rawlings gloves. I will not, again, in my life, have need of one, but I'm sorely tempted to buy one anyway if for no other reason than that longhand trademark spells out the letters of my own first love.
I started sometime around sixth grade and played organized baseball/softball/slo-pitch until I was 55, which is to say for most of my life. Still, I have no doubt the sum total of all those years inch up short to the endless tally of hours we spent as kids on our own playing ball on the schoolyard across the street or in the parking lot of First Reformed. After school, we played nightly. Come summer, we'd play almost every day, limited only by how many kids showed up--four on four, pitcher's hands, knock up--a dozen games or more created by kids, not an adult in sight.
Last week I walked the streets of my hometown again and found a soccer field where once there were a pair of school ball diamonds. Those netted goals stood where homemade backstops, hearty steel things pockmarked with spot welds and hung with rugged fencing, once looked over a couple of dusty, baseless diamonds we called home. Soccer seemed sacrilege.
But it was that Rawlings signature that brought me back this morning. I don't doubt some Dominie might call what I felt for that trademark a sin, so profanely did I love it. I bought an Eddie Matthews signature mitt when I was a kid, after stalking that sweetheart in Joe Hauser's Sport Shop, right there on Eighth Street, Sheboygan, time and time again. I'd go in and look at it, and if I was brave enough I'd ask Hauser himself if I could just pull it over my hand for a couple of heavenly minutes.
I didn't have the bucks to buy it, but I swear I lusted after that thing more than I did for anything female. It was $27--that price is tagged forever in my memory. All I remember was it cost a ton, a summer's worth of lawn jobs. Finally, I got a grant from my parents to cover the price tag; but once upon a time I actually took home that dream, rubbed it lovingly with precious oils to get it loose and supple, wore it around the house to create a pocket, and then, the very next day, took it out and used it as I did every day, until finally, seasons later, it wore out.
Rawlings. Eddie Matthews.
In high school, I bought a strange-looking, six-fingered Trap-Eze Rawlings to hold down the hot corner on my high school baseball team. It was a new design, an innovation; but no one would have doubted the Rawlings's commitment. After all, you trusted them with your game, for pete's sake.
This morning, Woot has a Rawlings for $19.95, cheaper than what I paid more than a half-century ago. In all likelihood, today they're made in Pakistan or Thailand. But if you go to their website, the Rawlings winners cost somewhere around $400, which sounds right. Those are the ones Joe would have had in his Eighth Street window if he or it were around today. They've been around 125 years and still buy their leather from the same Chicago tanners.
Branding it's called. All I have to do is look at that signature, and I'm head-over-heels. Nowadays the sin is envy not lust, the futile wish I could get up in the morning, head over to the diamond, and hammer out a game of knock up.
As long as I'd have my Rawlings, I'd be okay.
Sin is what it was--sweet, sweet sandlot sin. No matter, this morning I'm thankful for sin.